When You Feel Defeated As Fuck & You Want To Give In

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These past two days have been ROUGH on me mentally and emotionally. Normally I am a HUGE hustler, but in all honesty I feel I have been run over by an 18-wheeler and I feel defeated as fuck being an entrepreneur right now.

I started my business almost a year ago and while I have accomplished a LOT this past year, I still sometimes suffer from the comparison syndrome: I keep looking around at all these people who seem to have it all together online in their businesses and I ask myself, “how am I different? How can I help thousands of souls all around the world AND BE DIFFERENT? How do I stand out from this crowded cyberspace?”

Then I got a kick in the ass from my multi-millionaire business coach and she gave me the mental shaking I needed to receive: even if I didn’t have this business, even if I didn’t make a single penny doing my soul’s purpose work, would it REALLY make a difference?

This brings me to the point at hand: what is your SOUL telling you?

Strip away the online fakeness that tends to circulate and have us feeling like we aren’t doing enough in our own lives. Strip away those negative voices in our heads telling us we “aren’t good enough”. And yes, even strip away that green ink on paper we call money- a lot of people online pretend to have a lot of money anyway. Note: I said “pretend”.

I was actually feeling sorry for myself yesterday. I was having a bit of a pity party because I PRIDE myself in being honest. I PRIDE myself in being real. And I PRIDE myself in working my ass off in life. But I will swallow my pride and tell you I lost touch with my soul yesterday. My EGO came to the surface. I was whining and complaining to myself, to my business coach, and to my own boyfriend. I was feeling so fucking sorry for myself. And what did it do for me?

Absolutely nothing other than keep me submerged within a negative vortex. I got my much needed reality check today and I realize now that THIS IS ALL part of THE PROCESS. What I didn’t realize until now is that I was meant to go through this downward spiral for almost 24 hours because I AM SHEDDING fearful thoughts and beliefs that no longer serve my soul for its highest happiness in life.

I feel like a snake shedding my dead skin. I feel like I’m slithering out of my old and limiting thoughts and beliefs because I am LETTING GO and RELEASING what is holding me back from a mental and emotional standpoint. How CAN I grow and evolve as a soul if I continue to hold on to what NO LONGER serves me for my soul’s highest purpose? How CAN I do my soul’s purpose work if I, myself, don’t grow and evolve as a human being?

I realize now that I’m completely NORMAL and I’m completely HUMAN. When I listen to what my soul is telling me, it’s telling me that it’s okay to shed these fearful and limiting thoughts, and it’s okay to sometimes have internally downward moments, and that what I was currently thinking and feeling is coming to the surface so that I CAN grow and evolve even MORE SO into my version 2.0 badass superhero that I KNOW (my SOUL KNOWS) I am and beginning to show in life.

This time last year I was super scared to be on audio or video. Now I am frequently doing both, kicking my fears to the curb, and I AM helping thousands of souls all around the world every day. Whether or not I make a cent from it…that’s truly up to the Universe of WHEN and HOW. Yes, I CHOOSE to ALLOW IN monetary wealth, but my soul truly feels if I weren’t even making a cent doing what I’m doing, well fuck it, I’d STILL be doing this anyway because it’s a HELL YES for me within my soul! I’m MEANT to be publishing books to help so many souls in this world, I’m MEANT to be blogging like a badass, I’m MEANT to be mentoring and coaching so many of my soul-based, soulmate souls because this is what I’m CALLED to do in my life.

My question for you is: what is your SOUL telling YOU?

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And furthermore, are you FOLLOWING what your soul is craving? These kinds of growing pains are perfectly normal to have. It’s perfectly normal for me to have fears around leveling up and around investing even MORE into my business. I’m recording my audiobook of Don’t Feel Stuck! this weekend. I’m also editing my second book right now. Yes, I still have cyber fright (kind of like stage fright, but in the cyber world) despite the fact that my book has helped thousands of people. What if my second book doesn’t do as well?

No matter what we are all feeling and thinking, we must ALWAYS mentally have a “wake-up” call and ask ourselves: what is our SOUL telling US? Are we following our soul’s calling? Because if we are not, and we are making choices based out of FEAR, we are going to REMAIN feeling STUCK in our lives and we will merely be paralyzed while time continues to tick on and we grow older.

This is what’s truly defeating (staying stuck and stagnant in our lives due to fears). Most of what we fear doesn’t even come “true” anyway, unless we give a lot of power and focus TO IT.

So keep going! You are doing so much better than you realize! And no, I’m not a robot: I’m just like you and I have my “shit” moments as well. It’s a choice in how we CHOOSE to respond to these moments for the long-run. What is our soul telling us?

My soul is saying: keep going, Babe. You’ve got this!

And I KNOW you can keep going and you’ve got this, too. Follow your soul, keep plugging away at your dreams because one day you will look back and say to yourself: thank gosh I didn’t give up! Keep showing the Universe what your soul truly wants! Have your crying fit and pick yourself back up because you ARE a total badass at life. You’ve got this!

 

 

Carpe Diem!

Journal Girl Jaclyn

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– a brand new car for free (of my choosing)

– a brand new washer/dryer set for free (of my choosing)

– an extra $4K in cash received

– a majorly positive shift in my work with the physicists

– my name credited in a short film narrated by Tilda Swinton and with music by George Lucas’s company

– becoming 17 lbs lighter (I reached 20 so far)

– publishing my first book that has sold HUNDREDS of copies so far

– starting my own now thriving business

– receiving my soulmate and ideal relationship after being super single for 9 years prior

– and there is more, but I can’t even think right now!

I’m going to sign up for my own program so I can kick my current fears to the curb! No sense in allowing them to linger around any longer. Carpe diem! Time to seize the day like the badass I KNOW I am! And you CAN manifest ANYTHING YOU WANT, too! I’m here to help kick your spiritual ass into gear because if I could do it (super stubborn me), then I KNOW you can do it, too! Say it with me: Bye bye fears, go fuck yourself because you are no longer welcomed into my soul’s sphere. You’ve got this! See you in the program!

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Love > Fear

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Love is greater than fear. Love is treating yourself with the tender, loving, care than is healthy and needed each day. Love is treating others by seeing the good in them. Love is telling your fears to go “f*ck off!” each time you feel a fear creeping up to the surface.

Love Is Purpose

Love is following your soul’s calling. What does your gut, your intuition, pull you towards? This is your soul’s calling. What gives you purpose in life?What has you waking up each day and looking forward to the day? If you don’t know, it’s perfectly okay! What are you passionate about? Perhaps it is art, or music, or science, or poetry, children, animals, there IS SOMETHING underneath those layers you have built up around yourself to try and stifle anything that causes an emotional reaction.

Love Is Your Message

Love is following your soul’s value and message in life. What is your message to the world? How do you bring value to this Universe and to humanity? What does your soul TRULY want to do in order to give back to humanity and to our earth? What is YOUR message? Forget about everyone else’s thoughts or opinions. They are only scared, THEMSELVES, and so they speak ill of others in order to ATTEMPT to fill the void that is their own lack of self-love. Forget about them. They do not pay your bills at the end of the day. Follow your soul’s message and give it to the world!

Love Is Freedom

Love is greater than fear. Love is all encompassing. Love is FREEDOM. Love is full of ALLOWING. Love is loving life. Life is right now. Life is not promised to anyone for tomorrow. Life is RIGHT NOW. Life is waiting FOR YOU to start living it. Life is waiting FOR YOU to start living by your soul’s true calling. Let me say it again: life is right NOW. You ARE allowed to live your life the way you so choose to live it. You ARE allowed and worthy to be who you WANT to be. You want to be a tennis player who earns a living by playing tennis? Go do it! You LOVE tennis? Go play it after work. ALLOW yourself to be FREE. Allow yourself to learn tennis, and with DAILY practice, you start mastering the skill of playing tennis.

Love Is Manifesting

This is exactly HOW you learn the art of manifesting Universal abundance (and anything else your soul truly desires) into your life. You gotta LOVE what you are doing, who you ARE, how you ARE living. You gotta LOVE yourself and your love for life blossoms. Your love for life attracts more things and people that are to love and are loving into your physical sphere.

Love Is Allowing & Surrendering

Love is ALLOWING and SURRENDERING to the Universe, God, the angels, Source, however you want to title it. Love is allowing ANY and ALL blessings to come into your physical realm. Love is surrendering to ANY and ALL ways of “how” and “when” the Universe delivers your manifestation. The Universe either manifests EXACTLY what you want into your physical realm; or, something much BETTER comes FOR you! You gotta trust, you gotta believe, you gotta KNOW that the way to manifest is to live in LOVE. Love is following your soul’s nudges (your gut, your intuition) and going forth, taking inspired actions DAILY. Keep going!

Love Is Never Giving Up

Love is never giving up on your dreams because they ARE manifesting behind the scenes before they, BOOM!, just appear into your physical realm (and it WILL happen!). Love is TRUSTING, love is BELIEVING, love is being OPEN and ALLOWING, love is SURRENDERING. Love is greater than fear. Love is greater than fear and it gives us purpose in the world. Fear is false if you so CHOOSE it to be. Love is empowering. Love is loving yourself and loving your life that is right NOW, not tomorrow. Love is the way.

Love IS the Universe. Love IS this earth. Love IS its inhabitants.

Love IS…well, love is YOU.

Keep going, you’ve got this.

Carpe Diem!

Journal Girl Jaclyn

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I Understand How You Feel, Do Not Give Up

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I know how you feel. I’ve been there. I’ve been through hell and back in my life. Growing up was hard. Being an adult was hard. Especially losing my Dad, that was so incredibly hard. I know how you feel when you feel stuck, confused, frustrated, bitter, sad, and/or depressed. I’ve had depression. I have been to THAT dark place before. I understand how your paralyzing feelings of being STUCK in life.

I’m here to tell you there IS a light at the end of your tunnel. I, too, didn’t believe it at one time. No, I REALLY didn’t believe it at one time. There was this little tiny flame left inside of me, deep down, underneath the layers of fear and feeling unworthy. I understand how you feel. I’m here to show you that little flame left inside of YOU deserves to be brightened, and it CAN be brightened. And it WILL be brightened.

Do not give up.

Do not give up.

DO NOT GIVE UP.

 

Tell yourself this over and over again, and think about all of us in the world who understand how you feel because we, too, have been there. Do not give up. You ARE turning a corner, a new leaf, taking a more positive path now. Do not give up. You ARE following that light at the end of your tunnel because that light is your happiness, your weight being lifted off of your shoulders, your FREEDOM. Do not give up. Take small steps, but take the steps and surround yourself with those of us who have followed our light out of our tunnels and found our pathway to happiness and freedom. Do not give up.

You ARE surrounded by white light. You ARE surrounded by us who are here to help you get your courage, your worthiness, your passion, and your soul-calling back into the driver’s seat. You ARE going to be okay. You ARE a gift to this world. Don’t you dare think a negative thing about yourself right now! I am here to tell you that you DESERVE to follow your soul calling. I am here to tell you that you CAN do it- and I am here to help you.

Trust in yourself, think of every little thing that makes you feel grateful, and follow your soul’s nudges along your soul’s path towards what feels better and better and better…KEEP GOING!

You can do it. I believe in YOU. What you focus on expands. Like attracts like. Those tiny, fast-moving particles that make up your brain, that make up YOU, are responding to your thoughts, your feelings, your vibrations. Take it one hour at a time: train, retrain, affirm, reaffirm your thoughts. You learn the lyrics to a song through repetition. You learned how to drive a car through practicing each day. Do you remember when you were learning how to ride a bike? You were so determined to be able to take those bumper wheels off!

You CAN do this. You CAN shift your mindset from a place of limiting beliefs into a newly empowering and positive mindset belief system. You CAN do this. Be gentle with yourself, be loving towards yourself, be consistent with it each day. I promise it gets SO MUCH EASIER as you go along. Do you think a baby who learns how to walk falls down and gives up? No! A baby just gets back up and keeps going- and this is what you are going to do. This is what you are going to do because your soul is CRAVING to live by its calling. Your soul is CRAVING to live out its journey through your life’s desires. Your soul is CRAVING for your mindset to connect with it on a daily basis and start living in abundance.

 

Your soul is READY to start learning how to apply the law of attraction and start mastering manifesting abundance into your life! Abundance comes in ALL forms: happiness, friendships, love, careers, finances, and so much MORE! I started on this journey of what I can Mastering Your Mindset a little over a year ago and I was able to manifest SO MUCH into my life within 10 months:

  • A brand new car of my choice for free!
  • A brand new washer/dryer set of my choice for free!
  • An extra $4,000 in cash at one time!
  • A majorly positive SHIFT in my work with physicists!
  • My name credited in a short film produced by a Nobel Laureate, narrated by Tilda Swinton, and music by George Lucas’s company!
  • Losing 17 lbs through mindset journaling, alone!
  • Publishing my first book!
  • Starting my own thriving business!
  • And after 9 years of NOT trying, actually quickly manifesting my SOULMATE and ideal relationship!

 

This was ALL in 10 months of DAILY, consistent, Mastering Your Mindset journaling. I SHIFTED my mindset from a place full of anxiety to a place of gratitude, abundance, calm, peace, and so much more! Gifts of all sorts starting coming into my life so effortlessly because I was training my cognitive behaviorism!

 

And recently I manifested a bit MORE:

  • I lost 2 more lbs through Mastering Your Mindset journaling, alone!
  • I sold OVER 50 copies of my book in 3 weeks!
  • I got a raise in my work with the physicists!
  • One of my favorite authors just reached out to me, ME!
  • I manifested FOR my soulmate a huge promotion and raise in his work in chemistry!
  • And I manifested a nice birthday surprise for my soulmate that I didn’t even really expect for it to actually happen!

 

Some of my BIGGEST passions in life is to help souls all over the world. My drive for all of my manifestations is to HELP people and animals through being able to donate both my time and financial energy to various animal organizations and to science and medical research.

 

What is YOUR biggest passion in life? It’s never too late to start YOUR Mastering Your Mindset journaling and manifest so much abundance into your life as well!

 

Start with this, journal out the following:

  • If I ALREADY had everything I want in life, I would feel…(finish this sentence 20 times)
  • If I ALREADY had everything I want in life, I would think life is…(finish this sentence 15 times)
  • If I ALREADY had everything I want in life, I would DO next…(finish this sentence 15 times of what you would do NEXT in life)
  • If I ALREADY had everything I want in life, I would be…(finish this sentence 20 times with who you would BE in your characteristics, your daily actions, your daily intentions, your daily planning, etc.)

 

Now re-read what you wrote and brainstorm some ideas on how you can START taking inspired actions towards your NEW reality! SHOW the Universe through emitting your tiny, fast-moving particles what you truly desire to receive and be in life. You ARE worthy of being happy, you ARE worthy of receiving your dreams, and you ARE worthy of living your soul’s truest happiness in life!

Write this out 25 times:

  • Either my desires ARE coming to me; or, something even BETTER is coming to me for my soul’s highest happiness!

 

I believe in YOU. If my stubborn and overly analytical mindset could and DOES shift from a place of lack into a place of limitless abundance, I KNOW you can do it, too! Welcome to your new reality, it’s time to SHIFT into your soul’s truest happiness while on your journey that we call LIFE.

Carpe Diem!

Journal Girl Jaclyn

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What If You Are Meant For MORE!?

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What if you were meant for MORE? What if you were meant to BE more? What if you were meant for MORE than you realize in life? What if you are holding yourself back because you don’t realize WHO you are meant to BE? What if you are holding yourself back because you don’t realize you ARE meant for SO MUCH MORE!?

Close your eyes for a few minutes and FEEL into your gut, your soul: your communication channel with your intuition and the Universe. This is the communication channel of HOW you ARE manifesting abundance into your new reality. This is HOW you apply the law of attraction and speed up your manifestations through Mastering Your Mindset!

Ask yourself while performing the following empowering mindset journaling:

If I could be ANYONE right now in life, who would I be?

What kind of characteristics would I have as my version 2.0 self?

What kind of passions would I have in life?

What kind of past times would I dive into in as my next-level self?

Who are the people I would surround myself with?

What kind of clothes would I be wearing each day?

What would I be doing in order to serve and give back to the Universe and to humanity/beings on this earth?

What would I be doing in order to BRING purpose to my life every day?

What makes me wake up and get out of bed each day?

Go DEEPER!

As my version 2.0 self, what would the majority of my feelings and emotions be?

As my version 2.0 self, what would the majority of my thoughts be?

As my version 2.0 self, what would the majority of my responses to life situations be?

As my version 2.0 self, what would the majority of my ACTIONS be each day?

As my version 2.0 self, what would I be doing NEXT now that I AM my version 2.0 self?

This IS You!

Now that you KNOW who you really ARE, BE him/her! Think, feel, and act AS him/her! Go DO as him/her! SHOW the Universe what you truly desire, emit those POWERFUL vibrations from your tiny, fast-moving particles into the Universe and influence your soul’s NEW reality as the deliberate creator that you ARE!

The Universe IS listening and IS responding to you, what you FOCUS on EXPANDS. So SHOW the Universe what you truly desire and be consistent in thinking, feeling, and acting FROM your version 2.0 place! TRAIN your mindset, TRAIN your feelings, TRAIN your actions, BE consistent, DAILY. This is HOW you apply the law of attraction. This is HOW you are manifesting abundance- and you ARE!

Keep It Handy

Refer to your mindset journaling from today to refresh your feelings and manifest your vibrations again and again into the Universe! THEN? Then, surrender to the Universe knowing what you desire IS manifesting!It IS manifesting right now- surrender to the “how” and the “when”- the Universe knows the perfect, divine timing!

You CAN do this! I totally believe in you! If I could do it, me: the stubborn and deeply-rooted, over-analytical soul, I KNOW you can do it! You CAN do this! You’ve totally got this!

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Carpe Diem!

Journal Girl Jaclyn