When You Feel Defeated As Fuck & You Want To Give In

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These past two days have been ROUGH on me mentally and emotionally. Normally I am a HUGE hustler, but in all honesty I feel I have been run over by an 18-wheeler and I feel defeated as fuck being an entrepreneur right now.

I started my business almost a year ago and while I have accomplished a LOT this past year, I still sometimes suffer from the comparison syndrome: I keep looking around at all these people who seem to have it all together online in their businesses and I ask myself, “how am I different? How can I help thousands of souls all around the world AND BE DIFFERENT? How do I stand out from this crowded cyberspace?”

Then I got a kick in the ass from my multi-millionaire business coach and she gave me the mental shaking I needed to receive: even if I didn’t have this business, even if I didn’t make a single penny doing my soul’s purpose work, would it REALLY make a difference?

This brings me to the point at hand: what is your SOUL telling you?

Strip away the online fakeness that tends to circulate and have us feeling like we aren’t doing enough in our own lives. Strip away those negative voices in our heads telling us we “aren’t good enough”. And yes, even strip away that green ink on paper we call money- a lot of people online pretend to have a lot of money anyway. Note: I said “pretend”.

I was actually feeling sorry for myself yesterday. I was having a bit of a pity party because I PRIDE myself in being honest. I PRIDE myself in being real. And I PRIDE myself in working my ass off in life. But I will swallow my pride and tell you I lost touch with my soul yesterday. My EGO came to the surface. I was whining and complaining to myself, to my business coach, and to my own boyfriend. I was feeling so fucking sorry for myself. And what did it do for me?

Absolutely nothing other than keep me submerged within a negative vortex. I got my much needed reality check today and I realize now that THIS IS ALL part of THE PROCESS. What I didn’t realize until now is that I was meant to go through this downward spiral for almost 24 hours because I AM SHEDDING fearful thoughts and beliefs that no longer serve my soul for its highest happiness in life.

I feel like a snake shedding my dead skin. I feel like I’m slithering out of my old and limiting thoughts and beliefs because I am LETTING GO and RELEASING what is holding me back from a mental and emotional standpoint. How CAN I grow and evolve as a soul if I continue to hold on to what NO LONGER serves me for my soul’s highest purpose? How CAN I do my soul’s purpose work if I, myself, don’t grow and evolve as a human being?

I realize now that I’m completely NORMAL and I’m completely HUMAN. When I listen to what my soul is telling me, it’s telling me that it’s okay to shed these fearful and limiting thoughts, and it’s okay to sometimes have internally downward moments, and that what I was currently thinking and feeling is coming to the surface so that I CAN grow and evolve even MORE SO into my version 2.0 badass superhero that I KNOW (my SOUL KNOWS) I am and beginning to show in life.

This time last year I was super scared to be on audio or video. Now I am frequently doing both, kicking my fears to the curb, and I AM helping thousands of souls all around the world every day. Whether or not I make a cent from it…that’s truly up to the Universe of WHEN and HOW. Yes, I CHOOSE to ALLOW IN monetary wealth, but my soul truly feels if I weren’t even making a cent doing what I’m doing, well fuck it, I’d STILL be doing this anyway because it’s a HELL YES for me within my soul! I’m MEANT to be publishing books to help so many souls in this world, I’m MEANT to be blogging like a badass, I’m MEANT to be mentoring and coaching so many of my soul-based, soulmate souls because this is what I’m CALLED to do in my life.

My question for you is: what is your SOUL telling YOU?

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And furthermore, are you FOLLOWING what your soul is craving? These kinds of growing pains are perfectly normal to have. It’s perfectly normal for me to have fears around leveling up and around investing even MORE into my business. I’m recording my audiobook of Don’t Feel Stuck! this weekend. I’m also editing my second book right now. Yes, I still have cyber fright (kind of like stage fright, but in the cyber world) despite the fact that my book has helped thousands of people. What if my second book doesn’t do as well?

No matter what we are all feeling and thinking, we must ALWAYS mentally have a “wake-up” call and ask ourselves: what is our SOUL telling US? Are we following our soul’s calling? Because if we are not, and we are making choices based out of FEAR, we are going to REMAIN feeling STUCK in our lives and we will merely be paralyzed while time continues to tick on and we grow older.

This is what’s truly defeating (staying stuck and stagnant in our lives due to fears). Most of what we fear doesn’t even come “true” anyway, unless we give a lot of power and focus TO IT.

So keep going! You are doing so much better than you realize! And no, I’m not a robot: I’m just like you and I have my “shit” moments as well. It’s a choice in how we CHOOSE to respond to these moments for the long-run. What is our soul telling us?

My soul is saying: keep going, Babe. You’ve got this!

And I KNOW you can keep going and you’ve got this, too. Follow your soul, keep plugging away at your dreams because one day you will look back and say to yourself: thank gosh I didn’t give up! Keep showing the Universe what your soul truly wants! Have your crying fit and pick yourself back up because you ARE a total badass at life. You’ve got this!

 

 

Carpe Diem!

Journal Girl Jaclyn

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– my name credited in a short film narrated by Tilda Swinton and with music by George Lucas’s company

– becoming 17 lbs lighter (I reached 20 so far)

– publishing my first book that has sold HUNDREDS of copies so far

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– and there is more, but I can’t even think right now!

I’m going to sign up for my own program so I can kick my current fears to the curb! No sense in allowing them to linger around any longer. Carpe diem! Time to seize the day like the badass I KNOW I am! And you CAN manifest ANYTHING YOU WANT, too! I’m here to help kick your spiritual ass into gear because if I could do it (super stubborn me), then I KNOW you can do it, too! Say it with me: Bye bye fears, go fuck yourself because you are no longer welcomed into my soul’s sphere. You’ve got this! See you in the program!

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Are you ready to fully surrender into YOUR full-on happiness? Are you ready to FULLY surrender into the “how” and the “when” of the Universe’s way?
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Your manifestation is COMPLETELY YOURS and YOURS ALONE!
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Are you ready to BE FULLY OPEN and ALLOW in ALL of your manifestations?
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Because I don’t think you ARE because that fear in you is still lingering…
And it’s perfectly HUMAN to have these fears,
and it’s perfectly human TO WANT to take leaps of full FAITH,
because your soul is calling out to you-
your soul is CRAVING to get out and live in YOUR highestHAPPINESS!
Are YOU READY to be FULLY OPEN and ALLOW in all of your wants, all of your hopes, all of your dreams???
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Hey Sensational Soul!

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Carpe Diem!

Journal Girl Jaclyn

So You Made A “Mistake”…It Doesn’t Mean You Aren’t Manifesting It

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Hey Sensational Soul!

When was the last time you made a “mistake” and forgave yourself? I’ll take a few minutes while you find it within your mental files…

Seriously, though! Do you believe that a “mistake” is ACTUALLY a mistake? What if what you think is a “mistake” is actually a re-direction TOWARDS your soul’s highest happiness?

Your Dream Career

For example: you killed it at the dream-job interview. You said the right things, you smiled, they smiled back, your pauses were perfectly timed, and your handshake was confident (but not too aggressive). You KNOW you are getting this job! Cut to 2 days later and they send you an email telling you that they have gone a different direction. You are confused, disappointed, and want to know why. What is the first thing you think?

If you answered something to the point of deflecting any flaws that you may contain, then you are on the right path! However, most people tend to blame themselves and feel they (themselves) are the reason for why they didn’t get the job. They feel they have made a mistake somewhere in the process.

What’s Meant To Be Will Always Find A Way

But what if you were not MEANT for this job because something SO MUCH BETTER is coming FOR you? What if you didn’t get this “dream” job because on the surface you can’t always REALLY see and understand how this job was not what your soul truly desired? What if the people who work at your “dream” job are actually horrible people to work with? What if they start you out with reasonable hours, but they had plans to squeeze out 10+ MORE hours per week out of you at some point? What if the job sounded appealing, but you got it and once you started working you were not doing what you thought you would be doing? And so what if the money at this “dream” job was SO GREAT, is it really something to focus on for why you aren’t “good enough” to get the job?

My point is: I know several people who thought their “dream” job was PERFECT for them; however, they didn’t get this job. They were so bummed and thought they did something wrong. I coached them and told them to SHIFT their mindset and approach it from a different angle in that the Universe KNOWS what your soul truly desires because you already did the asking for it.

Taking The Leap Of Faith

These same people who were bummed about being passed for this “dream” job decided to focus on the understanding that something even BETTER was meant for them. They relaxed, they trusted, they believed, and they surrendered into the “timing” and the “how” of their dream job. Of course, these people are NOW working in their ACTUAL dream jobs! Not only do they love what they are doing, they love their hours, their commute, the people they work around, AND the money is even MORE than what they were sulking about from their “dream” job they didn’t receive! How exciting is this!?

The Takeaway

So the next time you are upset about something that didn’t work out and you feel like you made a “mistake”, think about it this way:

The Universe ALWAYS has your back! The Universe IS either manifesting exactly what you want; or, something even BETTER IS coming FOR you! Relax, trust, and understand that the Universe works behind the scenes to rearrange things that are meant FOR you and your soul’s highest happiness. YES!

So practice, practice, practice on your Mastering Your Mindset journaling every single day, and focus on feeling GOOD each day while your REAL dream is finishing cooking. Stay positive, keep going, and have FUN in life. Your order is on its way TO YOU. Things aren’t always as great as they seem on the surface. Don’t let first impressions fool you.

There is never a real mistake, everything happens for your soul’s highest happiness. You’ve got this.

Carpe Diem!

Journal Girl Jaclyn

What I Journal (An Entry)

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Hey Sensational Soul!

I had such a low vibe yesterday and for a good portion of this morning. I decided to throw on my most favorite song (on repeat) and journal out what my soul truly wants to do in this world!

In keeping with the theme of transparency, I have decided to disclose and share with you what my soul’s true calling is with regards to humanity, animals, and in science and medical research. So here it is, this is what my calling is in life.

What is your calling in this Universe, and how are you moving towards your soul’s truest purpose in life?

Carpe Diem!

Journal Girl Jaclyn

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Those Feelings Of Being Overwhelmed

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Hey Sensational Soul!

Just popping in because I want to give you a tip:

When you are feeling overwhelmed, remember that this, too, shall pass. Your feelings are temporary, your thoughts are temporary. ACKNOWLEDGE your thoughts and feelings; but, don’t dwell on them and allow them to remain within you as your FOCUS. Focus on what you consider to be your blessings, even if it’s something very small such as a cup of tea.

Gratitude = MORE things/people/events to feel BLESSED about. As you spend each day during your Mastering Your Mindset journaling, write out 10 to 15 things you feel blessed about and then journal out WHY you feel blessed to have them. Mix it up each day! Start with your 5 senses and explore all the up to your life’s biggest moments that you are so thankful to have experienced.

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Carpe Diem!

Journal Girl Jaclyn

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