When You Feel Defeated As Fuck & You Want To Give In

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These past two days have been ROUGH on me mentally and emotionally. Normally I am a HUGE hustler, but in all honesty I feel I have been run over by an 18-wheeler and I feel defeated as fuck being an entrepreneur right now.

I started my business almost a year ago and while I have accomplished a LOT this past year, I still sometimes suffer from the comparison syndrome: I keep looking around at all these people who seem to have it all together online in their businesses and I ask myself, “how am I different? How can I help thousands of souls all around the world AND BE DIFFERENT? How do I stand out from this crowded cyberspace?”

Then I got a kick in the ass from my multi-millionaire business coach and she gave me the mental shaking I needed to receive: even if I didn’t have this business, even if I didn’t make a single penny doing my soul’s purpose work, would it REALLY make a difference?

This brings me to the point at hand: what is your SOUL telling you?

Strip away the online fakeness that tends to circulate and have us feeling like we aren’t doing enough in our own lives. Strip away those negative voices in our heads telling us we “aren’t good enough”. And yes, even strip away that green ink on paper we call money- a lot of people online pretend to have a lot of money anyway. Note: I said “pretend”.

I was actually feeling sorry for myself yesterday. I was having a bit of a pity party because I PRIDE myself in being honest. I PRIDE myself in being real. And I PRIDE myself in working my ass off in life. But I will swallow my pride and tell you I lost touch with my soul yesterday. My EGO came to the surface. I was whining and complaining to myself, to my business coach, and to my own boyfriend. I was feeling so fucking sorry for myself. And what did it do for me?

Absolutely nothing other than keep me submerged within a negative vortex. I got my much needed reality check today and I realize now that THIS IS ALL part of THE PROCESS. What I didn’t realize until now is that I was meant to go through this downward spiral for almost 24 hours because I AM SHEDDING fearful thoughts and beliefs that no longer serve my soul for its highest happiness in life.

I feel like a snake shedding my dead skin. I feel like I’m slithering out of my old and limiting thoughts and beliefs because I am LETTING GO and RELEASING what is holding me back from a mental and emotional standpoint. How CAN I grow and evolve as a soul if I continue to hold on to what NO LONGER serves me for my soul’s highest purpose? How CAN I do my soul’s purpose work if I, myself, don’t grow and evolve as a human being?

I realize now that I’m completely NORMAL and I’m completely HUMAN. When I listen to what my soul is telling me, it’s telling me that it’s okay to shed these fearful and limiting thoughts, and it’s okay to sometimes have internally downward moments, and that what I was currently thinking and feeling is coming to the surface so that I CAN grow and evolve even MORE SO into my version 2.0 badass superhero that I KNOW (my SOUL KNOWS) I am and beginning to show in life.

This time last year I was super scared to be on audio or video. Now I am frequently doing both, kicking my fears to the curb, and I AM helping thousands of souls all around the world every day. Whether or not I make a cent from it…that’s truly up to the Universe of WHEN and HOW. Yes, I CHOOSE to ALLOW IN monetary wealth, but my soul truly feels if I weren’t even making a cent doing what I’m doing, well fuck it, I’d STILL be doing this anyway because it’s a HELL YES for me within my soul! I’m MEANT to be publishing books to help so many souls in this world, I’m MEANT to be blogging like a badass, I’m MEANT to be mentoring and coaching so many of my soul-based, soulmate souls because this is what I’m CALLED to do in my life.

My question for you is: what is your SOUL telling YOU?

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And furthermore, are you FOLLOWING what your soul is craving? These kinds of growing pains are perfectly normal to have. It’s perfectly normal for me to have fears around leveling up and around investing even MORE into my business. I’m recording my audiobook of Don’t Feel Stuck! this weekend. I’m also editing my second book right now. Yes, I still have cyber fright (kind of like stage fright, but in the cyber world) despite the fact that my book has helped thousands of people. What if my second book doesn’t do as well?

No matter what we are all feeling and thinking, we must ALWAYS mentally have a “wake-up” call and ask ourselves: what is our SOUL telling US? Are we following our soul’s calling? Because if we are not, and we are making choices based out of FEAR, we are going to REMAIN feeling STUCK in our lives and we will merely be paralyzed while time continues to tick on and we grow older.

This is what’s truly defeating (staying stuck and stagnant in our lives due to fears). Most of what we fear doesn’t even come “true” anyway, unless we give a lot of power and focus TO IT.

So keep going! You are doing so much better than you realize! And no, I’m not a robot: I’m just like you and I have my “shit” moments as well. It’s a choice in how we CHOOSE to respond to these moments for the long-run. What is our soul telling us?

My soul is saying: keep going, Babe. You’ve got this!

And I KNOW you can keep going and you’ve got this, too. Follow your soul, keep plugging away at your dreams because one day you will look back and say to yourself: thank gosh I didn’t give up! Keep showing the Universe what your soul truly wants! Have your crying fit and pick yourself back up because you ARE a total badass at life. You’ve got this!

 

 

Carpe Diem!

Journal Girl Jaclyn

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– a brand new car for free (of my choosing)

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– a majorly positive shift in my work with the physicists

– my name credited in a short film narrated by Tilda Swinton and with music by George Lucas’s company

– becoming 17 lbs lighter (I reached 20 so far)

– publishing my first book that has sold HUNDREDS of copies so far

– starting my own now thriving business

– receiving my soulmate and ideal relationship after being super single for 9 years prior

– and there is more, but I can’t even think right now!

I’m going to sign up for my own program so I can kick my current fears to the curb! No sense in allowing them to linger around any longer. Carpe diem! Time to seize the day like the badass I KNOW I am! And you CAN manifest ANYTHING YOU WANT, too! I’m here to help kick your spiritual ass into gear because if I could do it (super stubborn me), then I KNOW you can do it, too! Say it with me: Bye bye fears, go fuck yourself because you are no longer welcomed into my soul’s sphere. You’ve got this! See you in the program!

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Are You Ready!!?

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Hey Sensational Soul!
Are You Ready!!?
Are you ready to fully surrender into YOUR full-on happiness? Are you ready to FULLY surrender into the “how” and the “when” of the Universe’s way?
Because YOUR manifestation IS READY and waiting FOR YOU!
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Your manifestation is COMPLETELY YOURS and YOURS ALONE!
And WHEN you DO fully surrender, your manifestation COMES TO YOU so much more quickly!
The Universe is completely limitless and extremely abundant-
always!
The Universe WANTS you to receive your manifestation- always!
Are you ready to BE FULLY OPEN and ALLOW in ALL of your manifestations?
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Because I don’t think you ARE because that fear in you is still lingering…
And it’s perfectly HUMAN to have these fears,
and it’s perfectly human TO WANT to take leaps of full FAITH,
because your soul is calling out to you-
your soul is CRAVING to get out and live in YOUR highestHAPPINESS!
Are YOU READY to be FULLY OPEN and ALLOW in all of your wants, all of your hopes, all of your dreams???
The Universe IS ready for you to do so and the Universe is READY for you to receive EVERY AND ALL of your dreams into your physical realm RIGHT NOW-
IF and only IF you TRULY believe in the Universe’s timing and its how!
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and BE OPEN to ALL of your life dreams coming into your physical realm HOWEVER and WHENEVER the Divine truly feels is BEST FOR YOU!
You ARE worthy to receive ALL of your dreams!
You ARE worthy to receive ALL of your desires!
You ARE worthy and DESERVING of living your soul’s truest happiness by living in your soul’s truest calling…all you gotta do?
ALL YOU GOTTA DO is…ALLOW! And how do you do this? You SURRENDER!
And how do you surrender? You RELEASE all of your mindset blocks and mindset beliefs that are NO LONGER SERVING YOU FOR your highest good and highest happiness!
And how do you RELEASE what no longer serves you?
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You ARE ready to uncover EVERYTHING you do in order to IDENTIFY what is blocking your manifestations, RELEASE what no longer serves you for your highest happiness, and MAKE WAY to be OPEN AND ALLOWING IN everything your soul and your heart TRULY wants into your physical realm!
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YES! I did it last year and I manifested:
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  • A brand NEW washer/dryer set of my choice, completely free
  • An extra $4K in CASH received in one lump sum
  • A majorly positive shift in my work with the physicists at university
  • My name credited in a planetarium film with Tilda Swinton narrating it and music by George Lucas’s music company
  • 17 pounds DOWN all from Mastering Your Mindset journaling (THIS program!)
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Hey Sensational Soul!

I’m here to remind you that despite the downs that sometimes happen in life, do not give up on your dreams! Last night I found out that I am “not the right fit” for an online publication. They published 2 of my blog articles, but they are not using me any longer because my “content and style” are not what they are looking for with regards to their publication.

Sure, it was a slap in the face…for about 20 minutes

…and then I realized: they are RIGHT. I am NOT the right fit for them. Sure I was bummed because it’s a BIG publication; however, I am surrendering to the Universe and putting my faith into it because there must be something even GREATER for me in store.

So I have decided to continue going after my dreams of writing, publishing more books, and creating more Mastering Your Mindset programs for all of you out there who want help in mastering the law of attraction and in cognitive mindset belief shifting.

Just because this publication doesn’t find me to be a “right fit” doesn’t mean I still can’t conquer all of my dreams. There are over 7 billion people on this planet…surely my blogs and articles are helping SOME SOULS out there in Internet and book land.

This Is What I’m Trying To Say To You

My point? Don’t give up on life and just “yada yada yada” your way through it. KEEP GOING! Sometimes the Universe has even BETTER and more amazing things in store for you than you realize in the present!

I look at it this way: I have never done anything for a publication before this one, so it was good practice. And I’m so thankful for the 2 articles that ARE published! It’s a BIG publication, so this was GREAT practice for me. I’m ON MY WAY and so are YOU with your dreams.

Think about last year and this year: what are some things that have changed for you in a positive way? Celebrate each and every growth you have! And remember: everything in life is temporary. You could be in a totally different place 6 months from now, so…

Keep going! You’ve got this!

Carpe Diem!

Journal Girl Jaclyn

Need Affirmation Musings?

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Hey Sensational Soul!

If you are ever wondering how I perform my Mastering Your Mindset journaling in order to CALL IN and manifest my wants and desires into my physical realm, today I’m in a sharing mood! I hope they help you as well during YOUR Mastering Your Mindset journaling.

Here are some affirmations I use on a daily basis (or for however long it pumps up my soul and feels great to journal out with true conviction):

I am more than enough.

I have a purpose in this world.

I am definitely worthy and deserving of my wants and desires.

I am relaxed, calm, and trusting the process.

The Universe is ALWAYS working FOR me.

The Universe loves me every moment of the day.

I am (insert manifestation)!

My income is always increasing!

When I say yes, the Universe says yes back to me!

I trust in the Divine timing and the “how”.

I am going forward because it feels good to my soul.

When I follow my soul’s wants, I know I am living in my purpose.

I am perfectly allowed to live in my purpose.

Money flows to me in total ease when I live in my purpose.

Money always flows to me in total ease!

It is so easy to live by my soul’s purpose and receive my blessings.

Whenever I do follow my soul’s guidance blessings flow into my life.

Whenever I do follow my soul’s purpose blessings easily flow into my life.

When I live my life by following my soul financial abundance starts flowing into my life.

When I live by my soul’s calling financial abundance easily flows into my bank account.

My imperfections are not imperfections at all, I was created by the Universe and I’m always loved.

I am a child of the Universe and I’m worthy of being happy.

It is never too late to choose to allow in ANY and EVERY type of abundance into my life, NOW!

Each time I choose to follow my soul, life chooses to bless me.

Each time I choose to follow my soul, the Universe chooses to work FOR me.

Each time I choose to follow my soul I am a total badass rockstar at life!

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Now it’s YOUR turn to finish this sentence stem and fully write out the sentence 20 times:

Each time I choose to follow my soul, I feel…( x 20)!

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It feels SO GOOD to empower yourself and open yourself up to ALLOW in all of your manifestations! You are here on this earth for a purpose and you are meant to share your gifts to the world. You DO matter, so start sharing your gifts because NO ONE ELSE on this planet has them in the same way you have them. You’ve totally got this! Have a wonderful weekend.

Carpe Diem!

Journal Girl Jaclyn

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Journal Girl Jaclyn

I Am A Recovering Perfectionist

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As I half-sit, half-lay in bed on a Sunday afternoon with my puppy next to me and my laptop sitting on my lap, I am watching “The History of the Eagles Part I” on Netflix and reflecting on how so many musicians (not just the Eagles) were a bit of perfectionists while up and coming. As humans we tend to focus on other people’s “success” as IS, but forgetting the fact that we all go through ups and downs along the way. What is “success” anyway?

Why are we so obsessed with being perfect IN ORDER TO BE successful?

I started thinking about my own purpose on this planet and how I am a recovering perfectionist, but it still plagues me as I keep creating my content in leaving marks in the world. In fact, as I am writing this right now I keep deleting my words and altering them, or I just give up in frustration, retype them, and move on to the next sentence. I did say I am a recovering perfectionist.

How did I become such a perfectionist? It started after a traumatic moment in my younger life. When I was a kid, my room was such a MESS all the time. I remember my mom constantly telling me, “go clean your room!” However, once I had reached my teenage years, I went through some mental and emotional trauma, and it was like I snapped into a completely different person. From that point on, though I did not realize it at the time, I was trying to control my surroundings by having a very tidy and organized room. I was always one to make A’s in school, but my urge to be perfect in the sense of receiving grades of 100 became stronger. I hated change. I thought change was a loss of control, so I tried everything to keep things from changing. Life won.

I had a mental breakdown one year while in college.

From that point forward I knew I had to make some self-changes in order to survive in this world. While it wasn’t my utter low-point in life (that came later on at 26 years old when I had my FULL revelation), it was definitely eye-opening for me. I realized I was piling way too much onto my “plate”. I was trying SO HARD to look perfect, to BE perfect, and I had lost control. I had lost ALL control of my “perfect” life. I had lost ALL control of myself.

We all have unique gifts to express

Each and every one of us has unique gifts in this world. There is not a single person on this planet filled with over 7 billion people that doesn’t have a purpose, a gift, a message to convey and to completely OWN while on this journey. We are so addicted to struggling, to hustling, to leaving our footprints in perfection before we depart from this earth. We are so consumed by looking and being perfect that we FORGET how to truly LIVE. We forget how to truly think and FEEL. We forget how to truly BE one with our soul and one with the Universe.

Success can be just as disconcerting and frightening as failure- Don Henley

Who cares about being perfect, attempting to be perfect, and pushing ourselves to the point of exhaustion by thinking we have something to “prove” to this world and to ourselves. This is NOT life. This is NOT being in alignment. This is NOT freedom. This is NOT living by our soul’s truest purpose. How can we share our gifts to the world when we obsess over being so perfect? Perfection IS imperfect because it’s not real, it’s not true to who we are, and it’s not a genuine connection to our soul’s purpose. It’s perfectly fulfilling to be full of imperfections! Embrace it, live it, OWN IT.

So as we continue on our soulful journey that we call “life”, it’s super important to remain in what the Eagles refer to as a “peaceful, easy, feeling” and to “take it easy” along the way. Life is too short to obsess over being perfect, for we only have today and we are not promised tomorrow.

Besides, being perfekt is NO fun! 🙂

Carpe Diem!

Journal Girl Jaclyn

PS- My published book, Don’t Feel Stuck! is now available on Amazon via paperback and Kindle. Go buy it, go through it in joy, and OWN your unique gifts because you are a total BADASS at life. Cheers!

What Are You Calling In: Fears Or Universal Magical Goodness? Disclosure Alert

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Hey Sensational Soul,

As I sit on my comfy, dark purple, velvety-like couch, I am sort of shaking while typing this out. I made a big investment today into my business. And I’m SCARED. On top of that, my Mom called me and was talking to me for about 15 to 20 minutes about money and how it relates to her life. Oh my gosh, I am SCARED even more so now.

While I AM Acknowledging My Fears, I Am CHOOSING To Not Dwell On Them

What are my fears? I’m in debt and I’m growing my business, which puts me even MORE in debt. Yes, I donate to animal charities on a monthly basis; but, I am spending 90% of my transactions on my business right now. I’m scared shitless. The other 10% go to my already existing debt and to my bills. I have literally no money right now for anything.

I made the transaction today that I have been wanting to make for a while…my eyes have turned into “I Love Lucy” eyes for the past 5 hours.

Oh My Gosh…All Of My Fearful Thoughts Are Creeping Up To The Surface:

– What if this is the wrong move?

– What if I am now even further in debt and I never get out of it?

– What if I’m not seen as good enough to others who want to change their lives for the better, and they don’t take my online programs, buy my published book, or even purchase my upcoming book?

– What if everything I AM doing from my soul’s purpose, my soul’s drive, my soul’s craving, and my soul’s PASSION doesn’t work out?

((Smacks Self!))

Time to wake up and snap out of it, Jaclyn! By continuing to ALLOW my scarcity mindset, my fearful mindset, and my limiting mindset, I am continuing to call in:

– A continued poor/poverty mindset for myself

– Staying in debt because I’m too scared to level UP (magic happens outside of the comfort zone)

– Let more and more time go by continuing to live inside of my own made-up mental box of limits

– NOT truly live and truly do what my soul is CALLING me to do

– Continuing to make decisions and live from my fears, anxieties, stress, worries, and every other limiting mindset word known in the dictionary

So…

From now on I’m CHOOSING to live in faith that everything IS working out FOR me. I may not know the specifics of “how” and “when”, but I’ve been in this position before with other things and everything worked out way BETTER than I could have ever imagined. I must keep the faith!

From now on I’m CHOOSING to take chances, take inspired actions outside of my comfort zone because being uncomfortable IS where the magical goodness from the Universe DOES happen.

And from now on I’m CHOOSING to have a mindset of limitless abundance, limitless blessings, limitless OWNING my own badass, empress superpowers because I AM impacting SO MANY BEAUTIFUL souls all around the world and this IS my TRUE calling. I wake up every day excited to help more and more souls!!!

I Am 35, I Do Not Want To Wake Up At 65 And Wonder What The Hell Happened To My Life. – Journal Girl Jaclyn

Where did it go?? Why has all of this time passed and I’m STILL feeling STUCK in this world!? No way, no how! This ain’t happenin!

What Are YOU Choosing To Do? What Are YOU Calling In? Fears, Or Universal Magical Goodness?

It’s perfectly OKAY to have moments of weakness, it’s part of human nature. You get to CHOOSE if you want it to unpack and live rent-free within your mind.

You get to CHOOSE if you want other people’s fears to influence your own fears. You get to CHOOSE what you want to FOCUS on and call in from the Universe.

And you get to CHOOSE how you RESPOND to situations rather than react from them.

I Choose To Respond

Okay, so this is pretty scary right now; but, I KNOW the Universe has my back because the Universe is going to take care of the “how” for me. I am going to continue to take inspired actions, and I’m going to continue to SURRENDER to the Universe’s divine timing and the way. It’s worked for everything else in my life, it IS working for my business.

I have seen, first-hand, how many AMAZING souls have SHIFTED their mindset and their lives to the BETTER by working with me and taking my programs! I KNOW what I’m talking about and what I’m doing!

I’m here to impact THOUSANDS of AMAZING souls all over the world to HELP them live their own lives through their highest happiness possible.

It’s decided! DONE! Poof! Fears be gone!

((extra “poof!” just in case one is around the corner))

Carpe Diem!

Journal Girl Jaclyn