When You Feel Defeated As Fuck & You Want To Give In

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These past two days have been ROUGH on me mentally and emotionally. Normally I am a HUGE hustler, but in all honesty I feel I have been run over by an 18-wheeler and I feel defeated as fuck being an entrepreneur right now.

I started my business almost a year ago and while I have accomplished a LOT this past year, I still sometimes suffer from the comparison syndrome: I keep looking around at all these people who seem to have it all together online in their businesses and I ask myself, “how am I different? How can I help thousands of souls all around the world AND BE DIFFERENT? How do I stand out from this crowded cyberspace?”

Then I got a kick in the ass from my multi-millionaire business coach and she gave me the mental shaking I needed to receive: even if I didn’t have this business, even if I didn’t make a single penny doing my soul’s purpose work, would it REALLY make a difference?

This brings me to the point at hand: what is your SOUL telling you?

Strip away the online fakeness that tends to circulate and have us feeling like we aren’t doing enough in our own lives. Strip away those negative voices in our heads telling us we “aren’t good enough”. And yes, even strip away that green ink on paper we call money- a lot of people online pretend to have a lot of money anyway. Note: I said “pretend”.

I was actually feeling sorry for myself yesterday. I was having a bit of a pity party because I PRIDE myself in being honest. I PRIDE myself in being real. And I PRIDE myself in working my ass off in life. But I will swallow my pride and tell you I lost touch with my soul yesterday. My EGO came to the surface. I was whining and complaining to myself, to my business coach, and to my own boyfriend. I was feeling so fucking sorry for myself. And what did it do for me?

Absolutely nothing other than keep me submerged within a negative vortex. I got my much needed reality check today and I realize now that THIS IS ALL part of THE PROCESS. What I didn’t realize until now is that I was meant to go through this downward spiral for almost 24 hours because I AM SHEDDING fearful thoughts and beliefs that no longer serve my soul for its highest happiness in life.

I feel like a snake shedding my dead skin. I feel like I’m slithering out of my old and limiting thoughts and beliefs because I am LETTING GO and RELEASING what is holding me back from a mental and emotional standpoint. How CAN I grow and evolve as a soul if I continue to hold on to what NO LONGER serves me for my soul’s highest purpose? How CAN I do my soul’s purpose work if I, myself, don’t grow and evolve as a human being?

I realize now that I’m completely NORMAL and I’m completely HUMAN. When I listen to what my soul is telling me, it’s telling me that it’s okay to shed these fearful and limiting thoughts, and it’s okay to sometimes have internally downward moments, and that what I was currently thinking and feeling is coming to the surface so that I CAN grow and evolve even MORE SO into my version 2.0 badass superhero that I KNOW (my SOUL KNOWS) I am and beginning to show in life.

This time last year I was super scared to be on audio or video. Now I am frequently doing both, kicking my fears to the curb, and I AM helping thousands of souls all around the world every day. Whether or not I make a cent from it…that’s truly up to the Universe of WHEN and HOW. Yes, I CHOOSE to ALLOW IN monetary wealth, but my soul truly feels if I weren’t even making a cent doing what I’m doing, well fuck it, I’d STILL be doing this anyway because it’s a HELL YES for me within my soul! I’m MEANT to be publishing books to help so many souls in this world, I’m MEANT to be blogging like a badass, I’m MEANT to be mentoring and coaching so many of my soul-based, soulmate souls because this is what I’m CALLED to do in my life.

My question for you is: what is your SOUL telling YOU?

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And furthermore, are you FOLLOWING what your soul is craving? These kinds of growing pains are perfectly normal to have. It’s perfectly normal for me to have fears around leveling up and around investing even MORE into my business. I’m recording my audiobook of Don’t Feel Stuck! this weekend. I’m also editing my second book right now. Yes, I still have cyber fright (kind of like stage fright, but in the cyber world) despite the fact that my book has helped thousands of people. What if my second book doesn’t do as well?

No matter what we are all feeling and thinking, we must ALWAYS mentally have a “wake-up” call and ask ourselves: what is our SOUL telling US? Are we following our soul’s calling? Because if we are not, and we are making choices based out of FEAR, we are going to REMAIN feeling STUCK in our lives and we will merely be paralyzed while time continues to tick on and we grow older.

This is what’s truly defeating (staying stuck and stagnant in our lives due to fears). Most of what we fear doesn’t even come “true” anyway, unless we give a lot of power and focus TO IT.

So keep going! You are doing so much better than you realize! And no, I’m not a robot: I’m just like you and I have my “shit” moments as well. It’s a choice in how we CHOOSE to respond to these moments for the long-run. What is our soul telling us?

My soul is saying: keep going, Babe. You’ve got this!

And I KNOW you can keep going and you’ve got this, too. Follow your soul, keep plugging away at your dreams because one day you will look back and say to yourself: thank gosh I didn’t give up! Keep showing the Universe what your soul truly wants! Have your crying fit and pick yourself back up because you ARE a total badass at life. You’ve got this!

 

 

Carpe Diem!

Journal Girl Jaclyn

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– a brand new car for free (of my choosing)

– a brand new washer/dryer set for free (of my choosing)

– an extra $4K in cash received

– a majorly positive shift in my work with the physicists

– my name credited in a short film narrated by Tilda Swinton and with music by George Lucas’s company

– becoming 17 lbs lighter (I reached 20 so far)

– publishing my first book that has sold HUNDREDS of copies so far

– starting my own now thriving business

– receiving my soulmate and ideal relationship after being super single for 9 years prior

– and there is more, but I can’t even think right now!

I’m going to sign up for my own program so I can kick my current fears to the curb! No sense in allowing them to linger around any longer. Carpe diem! Time to seize the day like the badass I KNOW I am! And you CAN manifest ANYTHING YOU WANT, too! I’m here to help kick your spiritual ass into gear because if I could do it (super stubborn me), then I KNOW you can do it, too! Say it with me: Bye bye fears, go fuck yourself because you are no longer welcomed into my soul’s sphere. You’ve got this! See you in the program!

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No, You’re NOT Crazy, This Is Being Human

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You’re high vibe. You’re so high vibe because the sun stayed out of your eyes while you drove to and from work today. You’re high vibin’ because it was a quick and easy process to style your hair and make-up this morning before you hit the pedal to the metal.

You’re so high vibe as you sip your coffee/latte as it tastes as smooth as silk to your tongue because it was perfectly crafted on this day. You’re high as fuck because most of your day has been pretty easy breezy, for the most part (minus that annoying coworker who can’t seem to get on the ball- again).

You’re high vibe and life is just going easy as pie.

Then the next day comes.

The alarm went off too soon. The cat won’t stop banging on the blinds while you try to sleep for another 16 minutes. You glance at the clock and you have 23 minutes until you have to be out the door. The barista spills your latte, tack on another 5 minutes to the rush…

The phone won’t stop ringing and the emails keep coming while you try to seek peace at your desk. One after another. The inbox is filling up again.

You sneak out off to lunch, yet a coworker stops you wanting to ask you something when you are 8 feet from the door.

You are gasping for air.

Then you realize this week is “payday” week and you think, “at least I have a silver lining to look forward to in a few days.”

The remaining few days feel like the movie, “Groundhog Day”. Over and over, the same feelings of suffocation and anxiety start seeping more and more into your mindset. You are still spending each day doing your Mastering Your Mindset journaling, you still listen to your motivational speakers each morning, you still state your affirmations over and over again. Why won’t this headache go away? Why is my sister calling me and complaining all of the time? She never listens to me…why are the kids STILL making a mess in the kitchen despite the fact that I have told them repeatedly OVER AND OVER again to “clean up when you are finished.” I need to make a sign to stick on the fridge to remind them…oh shoot, I meant to stop at Walgreens on the way home today to pick up my prescription! GREAT.

Payday comes and you breathe a sigh of relief: finally! You pay all of the bills for the month…WHAT!?? $50 left until next month’s pay????

Panic sets in, the anxiety is overwhelming. Why doesn’t this affirmation shit work for ME? Why am I ALWAYS stuck in life? Why am I ALWAYS FUCKING BROKE!? This will never get better for me, I’m always going to be feeling this way, nothing ever goes right for me. Why is everyone else always sailing along on the journey of life more easily than I am? Why can’t it happen for me, too? What is wrong with me? Something must be wrong with me…why can’t I just seem to GET IT like others do when it comes to manifesting my wants and life goals?

I give up. Fuck it. I don’t give a shit any longer. Law of attraction is bullshit. Life sucks.

Does this AT ALL sound familiar to you?

There’s a fork in the road, what do you CHOOSE to think going forward? How do you CHOOSE to feel going forward? What do you CHOOSE to do going forward? And what is your relationship and connection to all of this with regards to your spirituality?

You get to choose.

And yeah,

Carpe Diem!

Journal Girl Jaclyn

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Choices: We All Have Them…Breakthrough Time!

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Hey Sensational Soul!

Oh my gosh I have had a couple of breakthroughs this past weekend! So crazy to think about it because I realize now that THIS was the reason WHY I have been feeling a bit stuck manifesting my newest goals while on my soul’s journey through life.

What did it take in order for me to BREAKTHROUGH feeling stuck in my latest mental bump?

Well, I stepped outside of myself and became my own client. I signed up for my latest soul-digging, FEAR RELEASING, 12-Day TRANSFORMATIONALLY SHIFTING ALIGNMENT course, and NOW I understand WHY I was feeling so stuck around what I am currently manifesting!

Holy SHIFT!

It’s like a huge light bulb just went off in my own head and I feel this WEIGHT LIFTED from my shoulders! Just by digging into my, “why may I NOT want what I actually want?” along with MANY MORE soul-digging questions and fear-releasing Mastering Your Mindset activities, I was able to successfully RELEASE and say BYE-BYE to what no longer serves my mindset beliefs for the present and going forward.

YES! I feel so FREE, I feel much CLEARER in my mind, and I feel FREER in both my soul and my mindset beliefs.

It’s like going to the spa for your mental health and your happiness!

Just when you feel yourself crawling back into your shell, feel into the awkwardness and the uncomfortableness while making the CHOICE to push THROUGH it, BREATHE THROUGH IT, and keep going!

A wave pulls back before it surges forward!

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WHATEVER it is you are currently manifesting you CAN actually have it! Our mindset, our thoughts, and our feelings/emotions that we vibrate into the Universe are what either open a portal to RECEIVING, or they all can keep us feeling a bit stagnant and STUCK in life.

Either way, we get to CHOOSE if we want to CLEAR what no longer serves us for our soul’s highest good; or, we can CHOOSE to remain where we are currently at in life.

It’s a choice and either way, YOU are in the driver’s seat. This girl is in the driver’s seat of a Lamborghini (I actually had a dream last night I bought a bright blue one- LOL!) and she’s ready to SPEED UP her manifesting process by CLEARING OUT what no longer serves her soul for its highest HAPPINESS! While I don’t care if I ACTUALLY drive a sports car, this is not on my wish list, I hope you do understand my metaphor here!

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• Purge Your Worries In Order To Ask For What You Really Want!

• Past & Present: Your Beliefs

• Thinking, Feeling, & Doing The Opposite In Order To Shift!

• Using I AM In Order To Empower YOU

• Using Big Visions As IS & Planning & Executing While Calling In Your Manifestations

• And Making The Impossible POSSIBLE!

I’m SO EXCITED to teach you and HELP you empower yourself and take control of your manifesting process! You deserve and are worthy of living your life in happiness in everything you are manifesting and I’m here to help kick your spiritual ass into gear! You’ve totally got this!

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And don’t forget…

Carpe Diem!

Journal Girl Jaclyn

You Have To Be Yourself First and Foremost

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Hey Sensational Soul!

I often get asked, “How do you sell so many books?” My answer is ALWAYS the same:

You Have To Be Yourself First & Foremost

Whether you are growing your own business, selling products, mentoring, teaching, coaching, finding your soulmate, interviewing for your dream job, losing weight, and anything and everything else…you have to be yourself first and foremost- ALWAYS!

Otherwise, you are not being 100% honest with…YOU. How does this equal TRUE happiness? You know the rule of karma? What goes around comes around. If you are not honest with yourself, it comes back to you. Law of attraction states “like attracts like”, so if you are dishonest with yourself, you’ll get more of dishonesty coming into your physical realm.

Do you just want “anything” to come your way? HELL NO! You want what is BEST FOR YOU! And what is BEST FOR YOUR HAPPINESS! Right??

Your Soul Vibe Attracts Your Soul Tribe

You don’t want to feel desperate because the Universe will bring MORE of the same: feelings of desperation. Also, you’ll attract the WRONG kind of souls who are not a match to you. You WANT your soul-based, soulmate souls to come into your life and STAY in your life. And if you are selling products, you WANT your soul-based souls to purchase from you, too. It creates a much bigger loyalty in the long-run because you are being honest with yourself in the process of selling to others.

And this is the truth. Even if you are manifesting some L-Bs (pounds) to fall off of you, my tip is to ALWAYS be honest with YOURSELF! Are you more likely to quit the sweets cold turkey? Or, are you more likely to introduce a healthier eating lifestyle little bits at a time? Either way is completely, 100% OKAY to do so as long as you are being honest with yourself.

Think Long-Term Results

Us homo sapiens are creatures of habit. The more we practice at something, the longer we stick to it. Besides, instant results don’t always guarantee CONCRETE results. Everything in life is temporary, the only constant is really change in itself. By being able to focus on your long-term results, and by being able to be 100% honest with yourself, you are able to handle life’s twists and turns much more easily because you are on a life-long soulful journey of authenticity. And I don’t know about you, but being authentic is MUCH MORE pleasing in life than not being authentic to ourselves!

It doesn’t mean your manifestations can’t come quickly- of course they CAN! I just mean you’re likely to STICK to YOUR long-term plan when you take steps each day to move towards your manifestations. In addition, by practicing at manifesting each and every day through your Mastering Your Mindset work, it gets easier over time and your brain accepts it as second-nature. In other words, your brain goes on auto-pilot in your habitual cognitive behaviors. This opens up the portal for your manifestations to come into your physical realm! YES!!!!

Marry & Stay Faithful To Your Soul

Stay true and honest to yourself and your soul’s truest needs because this is what you’re likely to STAY COMMITTED TO while vibrating your thoughts, feelings, and actions to SHOW the Universe what you are seriously wanting to come into your physical realm. Think of manifesting as a long-term marriage with your soul. Why would anyone want to BE and STAY in a marriage that isn’t happy?

Have faith in your soul and in the manifestation process: you either get EXACTLY what you want; or, something MUCH BETTER comes FOR YOU!

To thy own self be true” – William Shakespeare

Ol’ Billy Shakespeare has a point! Success and manifestations DO happen when you are honest and true to yourself. I’m rooting for you, Sensational Soul, you’ve totally got this!

Carpe Diem!

Journal Girl Jaclyn

PS- I’m just about ready to start editing my second book! I’m so excited to help so many souls around the world manifest their soulmate/twin flame and ideal relationship!

But first, have you nabbed my hugely selling book yet?

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Carpe Diem!

Journal Girl Jaclyn

I Am A Recovering Perfectionist

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As I half-sit, half-lay in bed on a Sunday afternoon with my puppy next to me and my laptop sitting on my lap, I am watching “The History of the Eagles Part I” on Netflix and reflecting on how so many musicians (not just the Eagles) were a bit of perfectionists while up and coming. As humans we tend to focus on other people’s “success” as IS, but forgetting the fact that we all go through ups and downs along the way. What is “success” anyway?

Why are we so obsessed with being perfect IN ORDER TO BE successful?

I started thinking about my own purpose on this planet and how I am a recovering perfectionist, but it still plagues me as I keep creating my content in leaving marks in the world. In fact, as I am writing this right now I keep deleting my words and altering them, or I just give up in frustration, retype them, and move on to the next sentence. I did say I am a recovering perfectionist.

How did I become such a perfectionist? It started after a traumatic moment in my younger life. When I was a kid, my room was such a MESS all the time. I remember my mom constantly telling me, “go clean your room!” However, once I had reached my teenage years, I went through some mental and emotional trauma, and it was like I snapped into a completely different person. From that point on, though I did not realize it at the time, I was trying to control my surroundings by having a very tidy and organized room. I was always one to make A’s in school, but my urge to be perfect in the sense of receiving grades of 100 became stronger. I hated change. I thought change was a loss of control, so I tried everything to keep things from changing. Life won.

I had a mental breakdown one year while in college.

From that point forward I knew I had to make some self-changes in order to survive in this world. While it wasn’t my utter low-point in life (that came later on at 26 years old when I had my FULL revelation), it was definitely eye-opening for me. I realized I was piling way too much onto my “plate”. I was trying SO HARD to look perfect, to BE perfect, and I had lost control. I had lost ALL control of my “perfect” life. I had lost ALL control of myself.

We all have unique gifts to express

Each and every one of us has unique gifts in this world. There is not a single person on this planet filled with over 7 billion people that doesn’t have a purpose, a gift, a message to convey and to completely OWN while on this journey. We are so addicted to struggling, to hustling, to leaving our footprints in perfection before we depart from this earth. We are so consumed by looking and being perfect that we FORGET how to truly LIVE. We forget how to truly think and FEEL. We forget how to truly BE one with our soul and one with the Universe.

Success can be just as disconcerting and frightening as failure- Don Henley

Who cares about being perfect, attempting to be perfect, and pushing ourselves to the point of exhaustion by thinking we have something to “prove” to this world and to ourselves. This is NOT life. This is NOT being in alignment. This is NOT freedom. This is NOT living by our soul’s truest purpose. How can we share our gifts to the world when we obsess over being so perfect? Perfection IS imperfect because it’s not real, it’s not true to who we are, and it’s not a genuine connection to our soul’s purpose. It’s perfectly fulfilling to be full of imperfections! Embrace it, live it, OWN IT.

So as we continue on our soulful journey that we call “life”, it’s super important to remain in what the Eagles refer to as a “peaceful, easy, feeling” and to “take it easy” along the way. Life is too short to obsess over being perfect, for we only have today and we are not promised tomorrow.

Besides, being perfekt is NO fun! 🙂

Carpe Diem!

Journal Girl Jaclyn

PS- My published book, Don’t Feel Stuck! is now available on Amazon via paperback and Kindle. Go buy it, go through it in joy, and OWN your unique gifts because you are a total BADASS at life. Cheers!

Want To Uplevel Your Life? Uplevel Your Environment: It’s Version 2.0 Time!

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Hey Sensational Soul!

Today I want to propose to you an idea revolving around upleveling your life. We all have life goals and dreams we want to achieve! Regardless of what they are, in order to uplevel to the next version of yourself, sometimes it’s really great to uplevel your environment and surroundings as well.

What do I mean by this? I mean like when you were a kid and your parents told you to go “clean your room”- but this time I mean your home!

We are working on aligning to your next-version self, your 2.0 version self, so becoming your next-version self involves not only aligning in a mental state, but also in areas of which you spend the majority of your time on a DAILY basis. Daily positive mindset, daily positive environment! YES! I’m talking to YOU!

This Is How I Manifested $4K In CASH Last Year!

If you are aligning to receive more money, get your wallet out and throw away old receipts, organize it, put some dollars in there (doesn’t matter on the amount), and get clear about your money goal. How can you invite more money to flow into your life if you keep old receipts that are no longer for your needs?

A clean and organized wallet will not only help you to feel more at ease about your wallet in general, but it will allow for more abundance to flow into your wallet! The point is, you gotta FEEL abundant- and opening your clean wallet to feel those dollar bills against your finger tips will help you to FEEL more prosperous and abundant! Feeling a bunch of receipts won’t make you FEEL abundant- it will remind you of expenses, not of profits (unless it’s a deposit slip!).

What About Your Closet and Your Garage?

Do you have old clothes that you no longer wear? Clear them out! How can you invite a marriage you truly want if you take up ALL of the space in your closet? Clear out the old clothes and shoes, and make a nice space for your “spouse”. If you want newer, more expensive clothes, you still need to clear out the “old” to make way for the newer threads!

What about your garage? Yes, don’t think I was going to fail to mention the number 1 junk space. Are you wanting a new car? Or, do you expect that when you get married there will be more cars? Tidy up the garage, throw out the old stuff that no longer serves you so that you can align to your next-version self! And even clearing out the older stuff will make more room for your “spouse’s” car (it will fit in so nicely with that extra space).

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Tidy Up

Look around your home and locate where you spend the majority of your time. Tidy it up, clean it up, make it look and FEEL more like your version 2.0 self because you have to start aligning to it. The Universe won’t know to help bring it into your life if you are constantly living in the past- and I do mean this metaphorically AND literally when I say this.

It’s good to align yourself as if it’s already in the present because when the Universe brings it to you, it will feel like, “Oh yeah, I was hoping for that!” This is partly how to manifest your life goals!

Look at it this way: a completed puzzle represents your life goal. Start putting the pieces together and don’t worry about HOW you will get to the last piece of the puzzle. Just relax and trust that by aligning the pieces together the universe IS helping you to complete the puzzle with that last piece. Don’t worry about how it will get finished, just start doing and taking the inspired action on a daily basis!

Your Focus

Remember, you can’t focus on, “Well, once I have it THEN I’ll be happy.” You have to start doing things and FEELING happy in the present to invite MORE abundance and prosperity into your life! Enjoy the journey of putting the puzzle pieces together– it wouldn’t be called a hobby if people didn’t like putting the pieces together. So relax, clear out your literal space so you can be more calm and at ease within your surroundings as you align mentally with upleveling your life. One clears off a table to begin putting a puzzle together, clear off your “table” so the Universe can help you to complete the puzzle that IS your life goal. It’s happening!

The Universe Is ALWAYS Working FOR You!

Once you start feeling abundant in all areas of your life by clearing out what no longer serves you, you’re open to receive your life’s goals and dreams– and sometimes the Universe delivers even MORE than what you expect!

Are you struggling to stay in a more positive belief state? I am sharing techniques that helped me to rid of my anxiety and manifest some of my own life goals that I NOW have accomplished! Grab your spot! Are you READY to start manifesting more and more abundance into YOUR life!? I’m SO excited to HELP YOU!!!

Carpe Diem!

Journal Girl Jaclyn